My Frustration
where was i when god had shown
how to make a happy home
lie in bed and sleep don't come
have some peace then give me some
and i know the reason why you hold me down
i won't let this fear of loss make me drown
in my bed i lie alone
scrape together bone to bone
and i can't seem to seem to find my way
i can't seem to find the break of day
i'll stay just a step away
where was i when god had shown
how to make a happy home
and i have become my worst enemy
i will survive this instability
in my bed i lie alone
scrape together bone to bone
again i have become my worst enemy
i will survive this instability
i need to breathe the breath of life
you constantly drain my life
why can't you see the breath in me
i constantly need your need
my butterfy don't fly away
if i could just take this simple breath of life from me
you couldn't take it motherfucker eternity
if i could take this breath of life and come inside of me
you wouldn't take it, i need to breathe
as i creep the monkey's back
now she's gone and oh he's back
and i know the reason why you hold me down
i won't let this fear of loss make me drown
i will stay, i'll stay
i will stay, i'll stay
Dreamtime
something in my mind keeps me satisfied
shoved aside, pushed to the wayside
if you lead, i will follow you
vague memories in my mind they hide
shoved aside to get thrown by the wayside
if you lead, i will follow you
dreamtime comes quick when broken
keep me satisfied so help me
so long i prayed for dreamtime, so help me
and it's inside of you my friend
who'll save me, who will?
it's all inside of you, dreamtime
Pig
lost and lonely
your colors surrounding me
it's only my way to breakn' free
in my mind i hear the souee
don't you see i'm set free
i'm set gone gone free
lost and lonely
you make your way through this day
preceding your way after way i hate
in my mind i here the souee
souee here pig pig pig pig
murderer, terror, killer, terror
filthy, i'm filthy
i'm filthy swine and i'm filthy
don't read the writing
well come up and you will see