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Hollow
run, desire, run
a sexual being
run him like a blade
to and through the hollow conscience
one motive: cater to the hollow

screaming feed me here
fill me up again
temporarily pacify this hunger that's so cruel

libido throw
dominoes of indiscretions down
falling all around in cycles, in circles
constantly consuming, conquering, devour.

'cause its time to bring the fire down
throttle all this indiscretion
long enough to edify
and permanently fill this hollow

screaming feed me here
fill me up again
temporarily pacifying
feed me here
fill me up again
temporarily pacifying


Magdalena overcome by your moving temple overcome by this holiest of altars so pure so rare to witness such a lovely goddess i lost my self control beyond compelled to throw this dollar down before your holiest of altars i'll sell my soul my self esteem a dollar at a time for one chance one kiss one taste of you my magdalena i've beared witness to this place, this lair, so long forgotten so pure, so rare, to witness such a lovely goddess and i'd sell my soul my self-esteem a dollar at a time for one chance one kiss one taste of you my black madonna i'll sell my soul my self-esteem a dollar at a time for one taste one taste one taste of you my magdalena


Rose don't disturb the beast the tempermental goat the snail while he's feeding on the rose stay rose, and compromise what i will, i am been around the wind silently blown about again i'm treading so soft and lightly compromising my will i am i am my will so no longer will i lay down play dead play hard to- in the headlights, locked down and terrified your deer in the headlights shined down and horrified when push comes to pull comes to shove comes to step around this self destructive dance that never would've managed i rose, i roared aloud, hear my will, i am i am my will so no longer will i lay down play dead play this kneel-down gunshy martyr, pitiful i rose, i roared, my will i am


Judith you're such an inspiration for the ways that i will never ever choose to be oh so many ways for me to show you how your savior has abandoned you fuck your god! your lord, your christ he did this took all you had and left you this way still you prayed never straying never taste of the fruit you never thought to question why its not like you killed someone its not like you drove a hateful spear into his side praise the one who left you broken down and paralyzed he did it all for you he did it all for you oh so many ways for me to show you how your dogma has abandoned you pray! to your christ, to your god never taste of the fruit never stray, never brake, never choke on the lie even though he's the one who did this to you you never thought to question why its not like you killed someone its not like you drove a spiteful spear into his side talk to jesus christ as if he knows the reasons why; he did it all for you he did it all for you he did it all for you


Orestes metaphor for a missing moment pull me in to your perfect circle one womb one shape one result liberate this will to release us all gotta cut away, clear away slip away and sever this umbilical residue keeping me from killing you and from pulling you down with me in here i can almost hear you scream one more medicated peaceful moment one more medicated peaceful moment and i don't wanna feel this overwhelming hostility don't wanna feel this overwhelming hostility gotta cut away get away slip away and sever this umbilical residue gotta cut away get away slip away and sever this umbilical residue keeping me from killing you (slip away and sever this) keeping me from killing you


Three Libras threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back, a name in your recollection down, among a million, say: difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed, and passed over but i look right through see you naked but oblivious and you don't see me but i threw you the obvious just to see if there was more behind the eyes of a fallen angel eyes of a tragedy here i am expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded but i see see through it all see through see you cause i threw you the obvious to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel eyes of a tragedy oh well oh well apparently nothing apparently nothing at all you don't you don't you don't see me (repeat 3x) you don't see me, you... you dont... you dont see me at all


Sleeping Beauty delusional i believed i could cure it all for you dear coax or trick or drive or drag the demons from you make it right for you sleeping beauty truly thought i could magically heal you you're far beyond a visible sign of your awakening failing miserably to rescue sleeping beauty drunk on ego truly thought i could make it right if i kissed you one more time to help you face the nightmare but you're far too poisoned for me such a fool to think that i could wake you from your slumber that i could actually heal you sleeping beauty poisoned and hopeless far beyond a visible sign of your awakening failing miserably to find a way to comfort you far beyond a visible sign of your awakening hiding from some poisoned memory poisoned and hopeless sleeping beauty


Thomas humble and helpless learning to pray praying for visions to show me the way show me the way to forgive you allow me to let it go allow me to be forgiving show me the way to let go show me the way to forgive you allow me to let it go allow me to be forgiving show me the way to let go you made me yours you made me you pave the way just praying for you to show me where i'm to begin come into come [?] come into come into come into [?] (repeated with [?])


Thinking of You lying on [?] unable to ease this [?] sleepless, unable to focus on anything but your surrender eternal rhythm [?] vision that's my head [?] to the side of your lying [?] with a new understanding [?] unmistakable noise i was hearing unmistakable sound I know so well spin spin with a look in your eye spin spin with a look on your face like sweet revelation sweet surrender surrender surrender surrender eternal rhythm [?] vision that's my head [?] to the side of your lying [?] with a new understanding [?] unmistakable noise i was hearing unmistakable sound I know so well spin [?] with a look in your eye spin spin with a look on your face like sweet revelation sweet surrendering sweet revelation sweet thinking of you thinking of you thinking (repeat 20x) sweet revelation sweet surrendering sweet revelation


Breņa my reflection wraps and pulls me under clean me waters to be bathed in Brena guide me safely in worlds i've never been to heal me heal me my dear brena vulnerable but it's alright heal me heal me my dear brena show me lonely and show me openings to bring me closer to you my dear brena vulnerable but it's alright opening to heal opening to heal heal heal


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