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Wreckage - My mind
Insecure - All the time
ONCE LOVED - NOW PARALYZED
I ONCE THOUGHT - I'LL NEVER DIE

Frustrated - OUR SIMPLE LIFE
No one listens - EVERYONE LIES
Who said "HOME IS WHERE YOU HIDE"?

Strong as shit and now you see

I'm home - leave it to me
(leave it to me now that you've seen)
I'm home - leave it to me
(leave it to me)

From left to right...
(repeat)

I tried - my father said,
I'm scared - she always said
They grab and pull until I tear

MEANING - Too deep to swim
When's a good time for the end?
Who said I was YOUR FRIEND?

I'm home - leave it to me
(leave it to me now that you've seen)
I'm home - leave it to me
(leave it to me)

From left to right...
(repeat)
Suffocated - our simple life
No one listens - everyone dies
Never a chance - how could you see?

I'm home - leave it to me (leave it to me)
I'm home - leave it to me (leave it to me now that you've seen)
I'm home - leave it to me (leave it to me)
I'm home - leave it to me (what the fuck did you say?)

From left to right...
(repeat)



Denial
What - never say what you mean
All I h ear is a scream
Never say that to me
Never say that to me
Wait - wipe that shit off your face
Let's don't stop till we bleed
The more you spit out your mouth
   the less I believe

Denial seems it had to come
Relied on me to say it all
Denial has LEFT YOU ALL ALONE

I - Can all that shit that you said
Ever make any sense
Where did you run to - bitch
While I was holding my breath?
What's sacred faded into nothing
Never put that on me...
Never put that on me...

Denial seems it had to come
Relied on me to say it all
Denial has LEFT YOU ALL ALONE

DENIAL SEEMS IT HAD TO COME
Relied on me to say it all
Denial has left you all alone
Waste

DENIAL SEEMS IT HAD TO COME
Relied on me to say it all
Denial has left you all alone
(repeat)



Headtrip
Forever after
You killed my laughter
All I've done
Doesn't matter...self
CREATE...CREATE...CREATE

Head trip drama
With your head so in the cloud
Never be the same
Never forget the pain

Head trip drama
With your head so in the cloud
Never be the same
Never forget the pain

Stuck in my head
Every word you said
And all of you is dead
CREATE...CREATE...CREATE
CREATE - Self-Destruction
CREATE - Self-Destruction
CREATE - Self-Destruction

Head trip drama
With your head so in the cloud
Never be the same
Never forget the pain

Head trip drama
With your head so in the cloud
Never be the same
Never forget the pain

Head trip drama
With your head so in the cloud

CREATE - Self-Destruction
(repeat)
CREATE - Head trip drama
CREATE - With your head so in the cloud - Self-Destruction
Never be the same - Self-Destruction



Reconnect
Here we all are standing here
(SLAVE ME)
Embrace me
I try so hard to stay clear (REPAY ME)
Embrace me

Slave (save me)
Save (forgive me)
Slave me (confuse me)

So glad the history is past
  (YOU HATE ME)
You love me
I will not ever make fast (YOU RAPE ME)

You hate me
Slave (save me)
Save (forgive me)
Slave me (confuse me)

Another day I feel further from myself

If you could wear my shoes
Then you'll see...(I NEED A DAY TO RECREATE)
How could we feel so removed
From what could be (I NEED A DAY TO RECONNECT)

What would happen if this were gone
Would you be there for how long

Slave (save me)
Save (forgive me)
Slave me (confuse me)

Another day I feel further from myself...
Another day I feel further from myself...

If you could wear my shoes
Then you'll see...
(I NEED A DAY TO RECREATE)
How we could feel so removed
(I NEED A DAY TO RECONNECT)
From what could be

I need a day (I NEED A DAY)
I need a day (I NEED A DAY)
I need a day (I NEED A DAY TO RECREATE)

Save me
(repeat)



Waffle
A Universe to fill
Can't scratch the surface
Now a slow pay
Still why everyone watching
It's like I'm real tired of the clones
I'm real tired of the clones

Whatever you say
Whatever you say
Whatever you say

Bring me a light
Make my life worth something more
Show me a light
Bring a light

Bring me a light
Make my life worth something more
Show me a light
Bring a light

Where's the space I fill
Where's the sympathy I KILLED
I need to find a meaning
I'm useless, I'M USELESS
Trapped inside my own web

Whatever you say
Whatever you say
Whatever you say

Bring me a light
Make my life worth something more
Show me a light
Bring a light

Bring me a light
Make my life worth something more
Show me a light
Bring a light

When I'm alone
I stare at nothingness
Painful silence
Painful silence kills

Bring me a light
Make my life worth something more
Show me a light
Bring a light
(repeat)

Whatever you say
Whatever you say

Bring me a light
Make my life worth something more
Show me a light
Bring a light



Rumble Fish
Again I try and change my ways
Something for some reason
Takes me from you again
Time nor season (SEASON)
Burnin' for a reason
Killin' myself with guilt
Gave nothin' - taking all
How my life has changed - REPEAT
Was it ever sacred

Feel it...
Let it go...
I know
I know...what you...feel

Step down on the slivering snake
Rescue yourself from the prick
End it
Make it fade

Can I get a witness
Can I get a witness from this rage (RAGE)
Everyday (RAGE)
Suffocate
From the pain
What the fuck - can't believe what you said
Motherfuckers out there
Don't even know me
Gave nothin' - takin' all
How my life has changed
Feel it...
Let it go...
I know (what you said)

Step down on the slivering snake
Rescue yourself from the prick
End it, make it fade
Get up, get up, get up, get up, get up
(repeat)

Feel it...
Let it go...
I know

Step down on the slivering snake
Rescue yourself from the prick
End it, make it fade
(repeat)



Licking Cream
Corrupt my hope
In joyous hell
Between the lines
Lick the cream that smells

I wish you weren't so beautiful in my eyes
   (Crawling down your spine to make you stay)
I wish you weren't so beautiful in my eyes
   (Covering your eyes to make you pay)

Beyond the high
Lies burning eyes
Crashed down to soil
Fucked up and coiled

I wish you weren't so beautiful in my eyes
   (Crawling down your spine to make you stay)
I wish you weren't so beautiful in my eyes
   (Covering your eyes to make you pay)

Too beautiful
(repeat)

You want to feel it
But you can't reveal that
Conceived the meaning
And caress the demon
All thos callous eyes
How they infect your world
So you pretend to reason
But you've lost your soul

I wish you weren't so beautiful in my eyes
   (Crawling down your spine to make you stay)
I wish you weren't so beautiful in my eyes
   (Covering your eyes to make you pay)
You shouldn't be so beautiful in my eyes
   (Crawling down your spine to make you stay)
I wish you weren't so beautiful in my eyes
   (Covering your eyes to make you pay)

Too beautiful
(repeat)



Grasp
You look for love
Through the eyes of strangers
Pitiful you go away
I think it's time to reconsider
In suspense you stay

I think my mind is slippin'
Know I'm trippin' feels like I am
Losing myself

I wish I held your life from dreaming
   (soul - I wish I had life)
I wish I held your life from dreaming
   (soul - I wish I had life)

In your mind
You're my puppet
I hope the strings
Give way in confused
Depths of reality
I wonder if you'll stay
I think my mind is slippin'
Know I'm trippin' feels like I am
Losing myself
I wish I held your life from dreaming
   (soul - I wish I had life)
I wish I held your life from dreaming
   (soul - I wish I had life)

I own your dreams
In time, you'll see

I think my mind is slippin'
Know I'm trippin' feels like I am
Losing myself

I wish I held your life from
   dreaming (soul I wish I had life)
I wish I held your life from
   dreaming (soul I wish I had life)
I wish I held your life from dreaming
God damn I wish - I'm dreaming



Crumbled
So sick I can't swallow
So green I can't follow
So weak I can crumble
So we have all crumbled

Wipe my face - get up again
   get up again
Wipe my face - get up again
   get up again

So you think you can wander my soul
Pick me up I'm a fuck
I'm a bastard
SO WEAK I CAN CRUMBLE
SO WE HAVE ALL CRUMBLED

Wipe my face - get up again
   get up again
(repeat)

I wish you knew how it could be
A broken soul - now you will see
I wish you knew how it could be
A broken life now you will see - with me

So sick I can't swallow
So green I can't follow
SO WEAK I CAN CRUMBLE
SO WE HAVE ALL CRUMBLED

Wipe my face - get up again
   get up again
Wipe my face - get up again
   get up again
(repeat)



Feel So
Bleeding soul - I feel I'm dying
I persist - I persist - I think I'm hiding
I've lost my soul - No happiness
I FEEL SO...

Are you ashamed
   - of what you've become
You call my name ---
You call my name --- I try to run
I've lost my soul --- no happiness
I FEEL SO...
What did you say? (what did you say?)
I don't understand
Why I feel this way (why do I feel so....)

Bleeding soul - I feel I'm dying
I persist - I persist - I think I'm hiding
I've lost my soul - No happiness
I FEEL SO...

What did you say? (what did you say?)
I don't understand
Why I feel this way
I FEEL SO...

What did you say?
I don't understand
Why I feel this way (why do I feel so....)
I've...list...my...

What did you say? (what did you say?)
I don't understand
Why I feel this way
(repeat)



Bender
WAIT...CONTAIN ME AROUND
ONLY TO...I SPIT!!!
Step on my disease -
   so nice to see me bleed
Step on my disease - I cannot contain

SLOW IT DOWN...I'M so winded
I've fallen down...again

Taste numb of my teeth
Forever makes me...sick!!

Step on my disease -
   so nice to see me bleed
Step on my disease - I cannot contain

SLOW IT DOWN...I'M so winded
I've fallen down...again
I follow the walking dead

Now that you found out
   - somewhat about me
I wonder how long it will be before
  you leave

SLOW IT DOWN - I'M so winded -
SLOW IT DOWN
I've fallen down...again
SLOW IT DOWN - I'm so winded
   - So end it
I've fallen down...again I follow the walking dead
SPIT!!
STUPID FUCK