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Personal Holloway
tune my weaker eye - spit white - hold the world up all day - she's blue in the face again 
p a r a c e t a m o l 
burn the darkness all away - drinking kitchen paint to dye the winter i, hope we'll never see again 

deaf and dumb with the lights on - deaf and dumb with the lights on 
married by signs - married by signs 

personal holloway - six month linen - safe to say we are alone - suburban suicide - watching night come amber - it's all so temporary 
move a little wayforward - move a little way now - move a little way forward - move a little way now 

bleed life - breathe life 
could have been a better plan 
(could have been a better plan) 

Greedy Fly

do you feel the way you hate - do you hate the way you feel - always closest to the flame - ever closer to the blade... yea... 

i am poison crazy lush - built these hands to lift me up - we are servants of our formulaic ways  

i'm screaming daisies - from 14 miles away - i've got my own time - got it all today  

make up your mind - i need some help - to find this mind 

limbo this and limbo that - you were this and you were that - ever know that what you fear is what you find - this indian summer - i signed my life away - there's a greedy fly in here - and i fly away 

Swallowed

warm sun feed me up - i'm leery loaded up - loathing, for a change - and i slip sun boil away 

swallowed followed - heavy but ('bout) everything but my love 
swallowed sorrowed - i'm with everyone and yet 
i'm with everyone and yet not - i'm with everyone and yet not 

just wanna be myself 
hey you said that you would love to try some - hey you said that you would love to die some 
in the middle of a world on a fishhook - you're the wave - you're the wave - you're the wave 

swallowed borrowed - heavy about everything but my love 
swallowed hollowed - sharp about everyone but yourself 
swallowed oh no - i'm with everyone and yet not - i'm with everyone and you're not 
i'm with everyone and yet not 

piss on self-esteem - forward - busted knee - sick head - blackened lungs 
and i'm a simple - selfish son 

swallowed followed - swallowed oh no - i'm with everyone and yet not 

got to get away from here 
got to get away from here 
i miss the one that i love a lot - i miss the one that i love a lot 

Insect Kin

iron lung i know you well - deal with you like a bad spell 
see the trail moon burns - red stripe and vicadin 
you were the only one - you're the censor 
you'll never people me - i'm not defenseless 
in the afternoon as the light dims - build a life out of all this semtex 
you're the brightest one - you were the center 
the perfect opposite of what you asked for 

it's not just one way - a negative factor 
with all these wasps out - i'd better take cover 

copper tongue beam me up - lonely without my impediments 
start to save what we used to steal - walking on gelatin 
i never noticed you were the brightest one 
you were wide of me just like the English sun 
you caught the light again - in a perfect way 
the biggest threat of all - is in the alley way 
you're the demon seed you're the factor 
feel better with a little bit of plaster 

it's not just one way - a negative factor 
with all these wasps out - i'd better take cover  

there's all the pain in the way she talks  
all the pain in the way she walks 
all the pain in her wave goodbye 
all the pain in the way she smiles 
all the pain in her fatal charm 
all the pain in her arms 
(...in her arms...) 

Cold Contagious

wherever you are - you will carry always - truth of the scars - and the darkness of your faith 
slowly move on - how did we get to here - it all went wrong - gravity claiming all your tears 

and everything looks - so much better now - (looks so much better now) 
you will get yours - you will get yours 

you have no right - to ask me now - you were never that around - and i have missed 

reality day trips and your - suit me suit me ways - turn out the light switch - we've been awake for days - and no-one's coming round here no more(no-one's coming round here) 
you will get yours - you will get yours 

you have no right - to calm me down - you were never that around - and i have missed 
cold contagious - all the mighty mighty men - what you save is what - you lose out in the end 
cold contagious 

paint your perfect day - i don't mind this - i'm better off by the way - deeply grounded 

you will get yours - you will get yours 

A Tendency to Start Fires

strange zoo, strange blaze - douse my head in flames 
coming through got to get some - happiness is a bad son 

forceps - kitchen tools - deconstruct your every move 
feels better when you're here - guillotine just got here 

back bend, back break - please yourself to make it rate 
live it all at your own cost - so many just got lost 

leaning to fire - leaning to fire - leaning to fire 

here's tomorrow man - best of my ability - chasing what i can 
here's tomorrow man 

instinct, bare boned - light it up, take it home 
you will be all things - you'll get what you bring 

leaning to fire - leaning to fire - leaning to fire 

here's tomorrow man - best of my ability - chasing watercans 
here's tomorrow man - best of my civility 

with our own tongue - with our own tongue 

Mouth

you gave me this - made me give - your silver grin - still sticking it in 
you have soul machine - soul machine 
the longest kiss - peeling furniture days - drift madly to you - pollute my heart drain 
you have broken at me - broken me 

all your mental armor drags me down - nothing hurts like your mouth 

your loaded smiles - pretty just desserts - wish it all for you - so much it never hurts 
you have soul machine - stone at me 

all your mental armor drags me down - we can't breathe when you come around 
all your mental armor drags me down - nothing hurts like your mouth mouth mouth 
your mouth mouth mouth - your mouth mouth mouth 

we've been missing long before - never found our way home 
we've been missing long before - where we'll find our way 

you gave me this - made me give - you have soul machine - broken free 
all your mental armor drags me down - we can't breathe when you come around 
all your mental armor drags me down - nothing hurts like your mouth mouth mouth 
your mouth mouth mouth - your mouth mouth mouth 
all your mental armor - all your mental armor - and your mouth mouth 

Straight No Chaser

always be there - face i live with - always be there - face i live with 
abscess memory with broken fingers - all the fallen down angels - raw pain distress 

it's all in the way we know that we could have it all 
some satellites of pain can't always be ignored 
war on all sides - war on all sides 

drink life as it comes - straight no chaser 
life as it comes - straight no chaser 
climb inside you - away from strangers 
building a system of alleys and motorways 

it's all in the way that we know we could have it all 
some satellites of pain can't always be ignored 
it's all in the face of what we thought we knew before 
war on all sides - war on all sides 

keep on driving - hair left morning wet - there's nothing like losing you 
there's nothing like losing you - there's nothing like losing you - there's nothing like losing you 

History

gave my love to a thousand yesterdays - nothing is wrong - i am always a little late 
probably will probably won't - get this disease cut out of my throat 
all of a sudden you come my way - baby believer 

i won't be saved by morning after - struggling my name - slave turned to master 
history moans - mouth of father - history moans - mouth of father 

edge of my bed - benzedrine telephone - struggling to speak - sicker than the sickest dog 
falling faster than a liar's grin - we need to be saved from the shit we're in 
i believe in you i have found - the perfect way - to bring me down 

i won't be saved - by all your yesterdays - piss on my grave - piss on the underlay - history moans - mouth of our father - it's the movement we're after 

Synapse

i don't mind this - barefoot again - just a skin full - what we choose to forget 
thinking you know - thinking you see all sides - casting a stone from your hand 
yeah right 

hell is where the heart is - synapse again - nothing more i can do 
i have not done again 

only worded nothing wrong 
taking a cue from seven days - i bet you never listen - burning holes in all your clothes 

razorblade suitcase - all the tricks of the trade 
favorite ways you can lose - favorite ways you can hate 

hell is where the heart is - synapse again - nothing more i can do 
i have not done again 

only worded nothing wrong - taking a cue for better days 
i bet you never listen - burning holes in all your clothes 
burning holes in all your clothes 

hell is where the heart is - synapse again - nothing more i can do 
i haven't done again - hell is where the heart is - where the heart is - where the heart is 

Communicator

somewhere sometime - all things will be fine 
and it never seems to stop - wonder if i've met my wife 
somewhere sometime - all things will be fine 
and it never seems enough - splinter left - focus right 
this mortal soil around me - mortal feeling i have found 
surrounded by your glory - hold me now so that i never drown 
and it never seems to stop - wonder if i've met my wife 
splinter left - focus right - focus right 

Bonedriven

we're just a wish away - 27th letter - much maligned - beat me clever 
say you will - nevermind - open up - open wide 

bonedriven - bonedriven 
see we're taking all the life 

to all pollutants - shave your face - we're all confusion - we're all the rage 
maybe i can't erase - all that's left - inside out 

heaven knows who walks away - heaven knows who walks 

bonedriven - bonedriven 

i was wrong and i will wait - i was wrong and i will i will wait 

a thousand lamps - won't lift the dark - rest of our lives - might have already passed 

Distant Voices

i never thought i'd get away - cos all there is fading fast today 
maybe you sleep well in your head - bring on the night lit cold moon burn instead 

cos i'm gonna find my way - to the sun - if i destroy myself 

swallowing habits die real hard - and the coat she wore could not conceal the scars 
beneath the magic of her lace - are a thousand lonely faces she can't place 

cos i'm gonna find my way to the sun - if i destroy myself - i can shine on 
i'm gonna find my way to the sun - when i destroy myself - i can shine on (shine...) 

sooner or later masturbate or lose - stationary west way running from the view 
in true the self destructive veins - we have found a way to keep the gifts that maims 

cause i'm gonna find my way to the sun - if i destroy myself i can move on 
i'm gonna find my way to the sun - if i destroy myself i can shine on (shine...)